20031101
Saturday, November 01, 2003
hah. had a gd chat with the monkey today. (oops sorry viv :P) was like walking and eating and then drinking for one whole evening. tot thru much of the things that has been onmy mind for quite some time. one of em wud be whether to appeal or not. decided to take the step and give myself a chance. shall work real hard from now on.
sigh. wonder how's that kid doing now.. dun really know wat to say to them at this pt of time since i wasnt in sch on friday. but lets hope heaven wud give them a chance.. some ppl really deserve it i wud say. but i was pretty touched when capt and gab asked abt how i was feeling yday. hmm. haha. think my abnormal rxn kinda scared em off.
no more surprises.. just more chances.
dreamer in blue-` woke up