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20050311
Friday, March 11, 2005

had a happy night yday. too tired to elaborate but thnks to my stnix buds, thia geok sang jing lye(u owe me big for lying to me the hwole day k) and the aerius 6th..feels damn good to be luffing with all of u again. :D

im really wondering how bloggers might actually put up all of their raw feelings on a blog n not feel anything abt it. is it a normal thing to do? haha. maybe im the abnormal one.. but perhaps turning a little normal since i just typed a whole chunk of rubbish a few days earlier.

read this from the book the aerius guys gave..

"There comes a point in our lives when we have to say goodbye to childhood and go out into the adult world, a world full of 'musts' and 'shoulds' and 'oughts' and 'responsibilities' and a startling lack of fun.
Living life in a a way that fulfils our responsibilitis, and with humor and fun, is challeneging. But with so much pressure to achieve and so little time to oneself it may seem that the joy of Doing Nothing is in danger of being lost forever.
It need not be like that. You can continue to benefit from carefree feeling and total relaxation of long, sunny summer school holidays if you stay in touch with the things u knew instinctively as a child. Then you knew you had to stop and rest, you had a strong sense of right and wrong and a desire for fairness and justice. You were devoid of cynicism, sarcasm and nastiness - adult attributes that are difficult to avoid absorbing after being around jaded grown-ups.
Lie on the grass, look up at the clouds scudding by or out at the world, and enjoy doing Absolutely Nothing once in a while. It's good for you."

this was from the first page and i tot it was interesting...

shall go back to reading the book.

dreamer in blue-` woke up