.kuchiki rukia.

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

im starting to get sick of my working life all over agn. though my hrs are rather slack but doing the same things over and over agn seriously bothers me. how is it even possible for the office ppl to survive one day after another like this. maybe its the money. ya like how i am surviving now. i see only the money. haha. the tot of waking up every morning and taking the same old train to the same old place makes me wanna quit and stay at home. yet on the other hand, when i recall the days of joblessness, i'd rather be earning some bling bling.. ah. i want to to do so many many things! dld and watch movies, picnic on the beach, play the sims, paint, go on a 'road trip', go camping, sleepover... n i haf only 2 mths left! ze me ban ze me ban... all my weekends wud be burned for the rest of the mth because of the stupid job. urgh.

hai. come to think of it. i shudn complain so much. without the $, how the hell am i supposed to enjoy myself too rite. SIGH.

oh ya this reminds me of my basic theory on 8 june. tian ling ling di ling ling, bao you wo pass BTT. dun end up like my first time pls. sucks man.. to fail BTT. haha lye if u're reading this u'd better start praying.

the past few days have been rather bad. hadn't been feeling good physically and my mood seemed to haf gone with it as well. but luckily on tuesday me and viv met sera and lijie which really perked me up. it was so so so long! nothing has changed seriously.. all the bimboticness, drama and shopping craze. reallly really missed it. went shopping ard cityhall area.. sera boought this sweet lil pair of pink pants while lijie grabbed a cute ribboned 3 quarts. tot her quarts were really cute :) its a steal gurl haha. n it cost only 36 bucks. then we went on to robinsons mango to get viv's khaki skirt. this girl shud start wearing more skirts man. she doesn't know how good she looks in them! IF U'RE READING THIS VIVIEN TAN, WEAR MORE SKIRTS!! haha then i can strike more lotteries. muahaha.

so tmr evening's booked for the bball bbq. hmm i make it sound like we're gonna barbecue balls. alright i know its lame. ha ha. but seriously im rather lookin fwd.. need to update on how the snrs are doing.

for now, i shall indulge in my desperate housewives torrent. (my brother rocks my life)

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