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20060114
Saturday, January 14, 2006

once again, i haf to say. sch is rather dreaded. luckily, dere is still shiyun ard to entertain me sometimes. thnx girl.. for e in-btw-lesson accomodation. u must jiayou to wake up for our lects k. if not i'll also start fallin aslp le.

i feel damn sick and there is something wrong with my bio clock these days. its totally cracked up. though did not overslp on the train again yday (due to the mass of OLs rushing to chiong seats resulting in me standing throughout the journey. like wtf.) but totally knocked out at 8pm. den woke up at 2+ n cudn slp till 5+. goddammit man. that was like the best time to slp n yet i was wide awake. den woke up tdy at 9 with the same heavy feeling. urgh. wished i had one of those somas that they used in Brave New World so i can pop these pills in when i wan to slp. not lie dere, counting sheeps n waiting for my eyes to close. like when was the last time i had to do that? pri sch? gawd. i need to slp. dun wan to wake up too.

im living each day as if i am looking fwd to something. as if.

n im beginning to haf the urge to throw my phone into the bin too. esp when it rings.

dreamer in blue-` woke up