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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
4th consecutive stuck-at-home day. cant wait to get my ass off to the indoor stadium tmr for some sanity!!! im so sick of facing my laptop writing tons n tons of rubbish n reading tons n tons of rubbish. n in the end, getting rubbish grades too. urgh. alright. still sour over my stupid stats test grade cuz i failed miserably. damn.
but im beginning to like studying at night. im totally distracted by ANYTHING in the aftn. food, weather, tv, chat, bed, traffic, people... blah blah blah. its really anyting. n i cant stand it!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!! no wonder vampires like to hunt at night. aftns are just so distracting!!! n it doesn't help tt im sick n having a annoying headache for the whole day.
oh ya. does anyone ( whoever still visits this slump, thank u ) know how to gain weight? PLS PLS PLS PLS let me know!!!!!!!!!! im dropping weight like crazy n i dunno y. have been eating regularly n yet my jeans haf gone lose agn. now 41kg. aim 45 kg. yeah man. im gonna work on my goal. EATTTTTTT!!!
oh something else i wanna add too. im so sick of seeing skinny girls on posters. real women have curves..... n i wan curves!!! dammit.
dreamer in blue-` woke up